Terror

I have an elaborate, gimmicky, yet cute romantic confession planned for two days from now.
(I'll be able to give you more details on the actual plan after it's been put into action.)
The thing is, my brain & heart have been overtaken by an all-encompassing fear that it's not going to work out.
I'm trying to push through it, since all the things I love most in my life were the product of some kind of enormous risk... but it's hard.
We shall see.